Internet Therapy

I'm sitting here, feeling sorry for myself. It's the day before Valentine's Day...my husband's out of town...I've spent the day watching sad chick flicks and browsing baby stuff online instead of doing any work. In short, it's that time again. One more month with no pink line and it looks like 2010 will end before I get to be a mom. I'm not sure why I can't cope with this...I suppose it's hormones and depression and I should expect it. It still doesn't make it any easier though. I'm sure my family and friends are tired of hearing me feel sorry for myself so I've decided to vent online. I don't expect that anyone will ever read this, but that's ok. In fact, it's probably for the best. I just need an outlet.